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| All the rain
washing everything away
lift your head up to the sky
and let the rain fall down
Faint strains of soft guitar
a feather drifting by
breathe in the wind
and let your hair fall down
The rivulets run over your soul
a gentle caress
open the walls
and let it all fall down
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| wow i haven't been on here in a really really long time.
so last last weekend was pretty eventful. woohhooo!!! but now i'm back
to being bored. LOL. i guess it just goes to show me that no matter how
i try my life never gets more interesting. i have no idea how to talk
to guys. i freak them out. oh well that was the whole point, at least i
know something now!! :) That's kinda why i wanted to go anyway, so
hopefully i'd meet someone and finally do something with them and then
it'd give me more confidence and when the real thing comes around i
won't screw it up. but then what i didn't realize is that i don't know
my own feelings and so i think that every guy could be the real thing.
haha. i'm so screwed up. everyone has good things and bad things about
them. i dunno. this has nothing to do with the guy that i met but i
have a feeling that if i were dating a druggie i'd find some way to
justify it. And if they loved me and didn't cheat on me and did
romantic things for me, i'd probably fall in love with them. i guess
i'm that desperate hahahaha.
but yeah. hopefully there's someone out there for me!
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| hey!
ant spray, cause IT's NOT COOL TO HAVE ANTS IN THE BATHROOM. very very
icky. especially when they're crawling across the stall floors and
along the edge of the counter and in the garbage can... eeeeeewwwww.
but yes.
hum....
i want to go home :( it's too hard here. and i miss high school. it was
easy and i had really really cool friends lol. but yeah. i went to see
my advisor today and that made me feel better. he was like... it
doesn't really matter what you major in, if you know you want to do
engineering, cause you'll just end up doing what you want. and then he
was saying how if you miss prerequisites and stuff you can usually
substitute another class. so yeah. made me feel so much better :) so
yeah. maybe all you people out there who don't know what they want to
do can just get a general idea and be fine. but i'm not sure. hee.
well. off to do read for math and do problem set due monday which i
can't do cause am coming home this weekend and won't get anything done!
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| A note to all people going to college:
Bring ant spray and pushpins.
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| I need to hang out with people before i leave in a WEEKKK!!! AHHHHHH
my roomate seems nice though. she's from bakersfield, is amazingly white in the most asian-ist dorm, and is named jessica. also is a conservative christian... but oh well maybe we'll have some interesting discussions. lol.
i got all my classes *finally* YAY! but i think i'm taking too many. i'm taking the average course load and they reccommend taking the minimum level for your first semester..... eeeeeeeeeekkkkk. well we'll see if i die and if so maybe i'll drop something.
sadly i have to go to 8:00 classes 4 days a week Teh suck.
have fun with your summer lucky people who don't leave for another month! | | |
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